Why am I not adding much? I could say it's the lack of time, but it's not. Then why avoid posting my arts just like that?
I became extremely paranoid about my style. Many people plus myself made me think about exaggerating the flaws of it. Short things short, I can't stop thinking it's still not good enough, no matter how polished and neat it turned out to be. I know it's the thing for many artists, but right now I can't bring myself to feel even slightly positive about it.
Posting a drawing dump was a kick in my gut and also a challenge to not keep it hidden, to let myself believe that people appreciate the stuff I couldn't.
I'm doing better now, but like I said - moving on feels very slow. I'm thankful for you guys to stay with me throughout all the unnecessary drama and whining involving me.
Not calling myself a victim of any sort, but I lost a very important challenge once.
What challenge, you might ask? I let myself think I'm not good enough or worth any recognition as an artist. Still bearing the consequences of giving in into these nasty thoughts.
That's why I hope you guys will still bear with me and be proud as you watch me grow. I love you, you magnificent watchers.
Mey, aka a smol Polish girl called Karolina